the worst part for me was how to handle after de anxiety atack. how to handle people looking at me, and telling me do this or don't do that, or telling me that to stop being so weak, my problems weren't nothing I just needed to stop being such a child.
And I always thought, why am I so weak? why can everybody else handle their life and I'm just here, stuck between the present, the past and the future unable to make decisions, unable to deal with my life. I started to cry at every thing, everything is scaring to me,how can I mmove on if i don't know the direction? why am I not like everybody else? why do I have to ruin it for everyone else? being it a good moment, a trip, a party.. I'm pretty sure i've ruined good moments for everyone closed to me, making them worried or just frustated, and they try to stop it the best way they can, they try give me advices, butthey don't know what this is, even I don't understand this.
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